Fun. . . Fun. . .

Sarah's Birthday Dinner at Hooter's was mad fun. . .

Alanna & MiMi . . .


The Birthday Girl. . .

Ravioli. . .

Olympia & Brittney in the backseat. . .

i had a real good time. got to catch up wit some good friends. . .

Music

...and the music is my savior, and the music is my soul
and the music is the only thing that tries to keep me whole
when I'm staring past the fires on the road that I must tread
only music keeps me going, sweet pulse pounding in my head...

...and the music is my demon, and the music is my fear
and the music is the only thing that dares to keep me here
when I'm walking down the pathway leading deeper into death
only music keeps me going, notes and lyrics are my breath...

...and the music is my lover, and the music is my mind
and the music is the only thing that answers me in kind
when I'm singing into darkness trying desperately to hear
only music keeps me going, echoes make my next step clear...

...and the music is my teacher, and the music is my hope
and the music is the only thing that shows me how to cope
when I'm dancing through the lightning and I'm fighting past the pain
only music keeps me going, aching rhythm keeps me sane...

...and the music is my guide, and the music is my heart
and the music is the only thing that could tear me apart
when I'm dreaming of the lifetimes that I know are yet to come
only music keeps me going, it reminds me where I'm from...

the Last three Days. . .

Friday

Suprise Kickback for Brianna Smith. Saw some ppl i haven't seen in a minute. had some fun.

Saturday
After work went out with three of my friends Breezi, Ricco, & Alora
I-HOP yum [shout out to Tundae]

Sunday

went and visited ma ride-a die

ANKIE

Nothing . . . but work

I don't have anything going on in my life but work. . . and more work lol

so there's nothing to post today sadly =(

Um yea.. . . Update

So its been like four days since my last post . . . so i tought i should update. Latley i've been doing nothing but work, work, and alittle bit of chillin... these past few days have been missing HiiM alot and i can't wait until i get to see him 2maro.

oh yea in other news my friends SomeWhere Else killed in Dublin and ended up winning the whole competition... Im really happy for them. they deserve it, they worked hard to make it to Dublin and they gone bring back the Win . . . =D

Hmmmmm. . .

all black on him look way too good. . .

imma need you to come home like now. . . lol

jk

naw im serious hehehe

I Miss You Love

On my way out. . .

im currently in the transition in life were i need to make a big step in life and don't look back . . .

I drift away to a place, another kind of life.
Take away the pain & creat my paradise.
Everything I've held has hit the wall, what used to be urs isn't urs at all ...
She's under my skin, give me something to get rid of her.
Braids have been un-tied and ribbons fall away, forget the consequence my tears you'll taste.
My permission to sin, u may have started my reckoning.
I've got a reason now to bury her alive & all her little white lies

I brush off the words, block out the pain, and ignore the looks ...
Well atleast i try but wen i cant, i feel like a piece of me is taken and i've now become a decomposed version of the PEACE that use to be within . . .
Its gone now, nothing left behind but the darkness of my soul, which no longer belongs to me. . .
But i must survive ur abuse, physically, mentally, and spiritually inorder 2 finally find me, if i dont, i wont make it 2 become a mother and a wife. . .
So survival is a must
Liife = Struggle

Getting out of the house. . .

So yesturday i spent the whole day at home. . . but today i plan on getting out

as a matter of fact i need to get back into my Photgraphy . . its been put aside for too long.




Well my friends (+ Bf) made it to Dublin safe and sound. . . and from the looks of Cecil's pics [http://wearesomewhereelse.com] they look to be having some fun gtm . . .

Dublin, Ireland. . . .

So some close friends of mine plus my Love are on there way to Dublin as i type . For a 8 day trip. SomeWhere Else is about to tear up that Dublin stage and show them wut Cali is all about . . . wish i was there to witness....

But i pray that all of you on this trip have a safe flight. . . and that SomeWhere Else does there best and beyond nomatter wut happens, shit ya'll made it to Dublin lol.

but um lastely Love you guys . . . miss ya'll already . . . and can't wait for you guys to return =D

. . . i'll try

So two nights ago i got yelled at . . . no a little talking to, about me not posting so much. so i thank you dear friend and from now one i will try post more often. i can't make any promises but i will try . . . .