Poor Computer

well my computer is having technical difficulties sadly so i have to post from the SMC library. . .

but this week was full of art class and txt msgs keeping in touch with my closest friends who currently reside in other states . . . and at the same time haning out with those who are still in LA =D . . .

Me and B.Marie makin memories at the Apple store . . . i Love this Chic {B.I.T Originals!!!}

Mann ppl open your EYES. . .

Away

REFLECT!NG on Liife has i know it. . . i've realized how a persons life can change in a milla second . . . it jus shows how much control we dont have in the direction our life goes, but then again isn't it true that we are the drivers in our future, that we create the path our futures take . . .Mann my mine is going a milli miles an hour, but its really is a thought i think everyone should think about at least once in their life. . . "Are you happy with the direction your life is going and can you change it?"

Survival Is A Must. . .

I brush off the words, block out the pain, and ignore the looks ... Well atleast i try but wen i cant i feel like a piece of me is taken and i've now become a decomposed version of the PEACE that use to be within . . . Its gone now, nothing left behind but the darkness of my soul which no longer belongs to me. . .but i must survive ur abuse, physically, mentally, and spiritually inorder 2 finally find me, if i dont find me i wont make it 2 a mother and a wife. . . So survival is a must

Liife = Struggle

its not a Reeses without Peanut Butter

R.I.P All those who were lost. . .

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Damn she is Speaks Truth. . .

so i've found the new blog by a current peer of mine shespeaksloudly who i new on a hi/bye basis. . . reading her blog made me realize something i already knew it jus made it come to the light more, that you can never judge a book by its cover and don't listen to wut ppl say its all in their perseption of that person , you can't judge nless you know and even then you still can't judge . . . that's GOD's job. . .

but anyways i was reading her blog and it brought back all these emotions that i had once felt and some that i'm still currently battling and she showed such courage and wisdom . . . like reading her post actually didn't make me feel so alone anymore, there is someone out there that actually knows wut it feels like to be alone even though your surrounded by a thousand ppl. . . and have ppl in your life who you give yourself to thinkin that they care about you as much as you do them and then they disappear on you wen you need them the most, ppl you called "friends" . . . but as she said "it only makes me a stronger person" and i've actually learned to forgive and thank them because without their dishonesty i wouldn't a learned so much about myself and the ppl i surround myself with. . .

here's an excert from her blog . . .

I know shit is hard, but don't let it change YOU. you was born with a soul, let THAT define you. you not seeing the whole picture, you only see what they SHOW you. money IS NOT EVERYTHING. fool you think a PIECE OF PAPER was meant to rule everything? use your MIND, cus without it you're dead... your chaos is their order. who? brodie NOW we're getting somewhere. it's obvious just take a day to think. shit, need help, ASK ME cus i'm TIRED OF THIS SHIT. -credit to shespeaksloudly