Wut a Day....

today was such a mess lol

there were riots [[between pointless cliques]].... there were like 6 fights all at once

patrick got shited on twice at once! lol that was SO funny ....

i also helped out a firend today [[Kris Nobles]] by takin pics for him for school and video tapping his solo take a look ...

Basically today was an eventful day lol

the letter i NEED to send ....to get better

to YOU... im writing this letter to you to tell you that you hurt me. and if you don't understand wut im sayin thats the reason its written down so that you can read it over and over until you do get it....

today i realized that i cant blame myself for you not wantingto be with me. its your problem not mine. mybe if you'd get your head out of your ass, then maybe i wouldn't have jus broken up wit you on the spot, but you truly hurt me and that wasn't coo at all... because you were there wen i went through all those probs with other guys and all the struggles ii had so for you to have us end this way because ii wouldn't change my life...my college future...my career ....that still leaves questionmarks its like did you eve4r truely care about me or wus it just a hindin agenda that didn't get fulfiied so you gave up....idk and i truly dont care anymore... yuo do you and i'll do me..... please dont hit meup or try and call me because i don't want to talk to you about anything , ii made up my mind that if someone who knew me for so long and we were so close could just do me so dirty than that person doesn't disserve a second chance or the privledge to be in my life



so Good-Bye.

today

today i am so bored outof my mind

plus i cant stop thinkin about how bad at relationships i am ... like right now this poem i have in my away

we ignore those who adore us,

adore those who ignore us.

we hurt those who love us,

and love those who hurt us.

{{Tired of being hurt}}

bsically decribes how my love life is ...

i never like someone when they like me ...its always i like someone else, figure out that they aren't into me, begin to like the personwho does like me, but then its too late becus they move on and then it jus repeats its self ... over andover again...

im so {{Tired of being hurt}}

if only he could see me now...