tryin to stay busy...

Self-Portrait

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College Student...Muah ?!?!

me a college student... like its like really dawning on me that ii'm actually goin to college... and my 1st choice, at that! its crazy, because ii've been told over and over by my mother that ii'm not getting into college and i might as well jus get a job... but ii did it all by myself and got into college and got a job ... ii know ur guys in cyber space are probably reading this and thinkin " y is she going so crazy about doin something by herself?" well the truth is ii'm an only child with a very over-bearing and over-protective mother[[ f.y.ii...very BAD combo]]... anyways getting off the subject...ii'm glad ii applied to CCA and my job by myself and on my own terms ... jus knowing that ii did something myself that's going to shape my future towards the path that ii choose... is so mind-blowing {no pun inteaded} g2m... but it jus hit me like five seconds ago that ii'm actually going to get out of here and actually get to live life... finally after 17 years...

Suprise Vist ...

Def got a suprise call by one of my oldest friends Kristofer... he came and picked me up from work and dropped me off... [[such a sweetie]] but anyways ii don't know ... ii miss him and all but with the way things are going in both of our lives, it looks like we are both going to be out of eachothers life for awhile... sadly =( ... on one hand this makes he sort of sad, but on the other hand ii feel glad that God put a friend like him in my life to help me get through such hard times my life [[and me the opprotunity to return the favor]] ... ii appreciate everthing he has done for me and ii'm goin to hate having to not being able to see him for the next couple of months... with him being in Russia in all...=/

Work....

ii love my new job at Millinneum shoes...its a blast! the people are so chill and ii get great hours ... ii'm lovin it ... the first thing ii plann on spending my first check on my neice Kristina.

Dumbass Cunts =P...

so far this week went pretty well and was fun.. up until the recent events of the dumb ass list. There were several of my close friends who were among the attacked... my feelings on the matter is that the ppl who wrote these list are dumbass cunts w/ no lives and the ppl who were victims in the situation shouldn't take any of the crap said about them, to heart, its only ignorance and ignorance is meant to be ignored.... Danni ^_^

ii was in two places @ once...

well supposedly ii had a secret meeting w/ a group of girls who ii don't hang with at school, to talk about two girls who ii barley even know, while ii was in West Hollywood at the excat same time... damn ii mus have a twin ii don't know about... can someone fill me in =P

Song of the Day: " Rain Drops" by Barney LOL [insider]

Question of the day: When do dumbasses grow up and start acting their age and not their shoe size?

Person of the Day: the Honor goes to Ma Bestfriend... sorry for making you worry ... you know ii love you

blog of the Day: cmonwealth.blogspot.com

Sayin of the Day: " OOOooo Yeeeeaaaa"{{ it's an ELLE thang so don't jocc}}

So Confused ...

when it comes to Love or jus relationships in general... iidk how to get to the point wen you go from friendship to relationship anymore... eventhough the shortest relationship ii've had was 7 months9while the longest 2 years w/ a 7 year history)...but now that ii've matured over the years it seems to get harder to get to that point with guy... WHY? ...

Best Week EVER!!!!

Monday

nothing special... bascially because ii don't remeber wut ii did on monday lol

Tuesday

Got a call from Millenium Shoes, asking for me to come to an interview for a job opening on wednesday at 4:30

Wednesday

After a great job interview rushed to the hospital because my aunt/big sister was going into labor... we ended up welcoming Kirstina Kylla Phillips into the world at 11:45pm May 5th 2008... =D (( pics comin soon of the little angel))

Thursday

Only came to school for two periods ... was so pointless but ii ended up leaving and had some fun with a friend...

Friday

basically did nothing ... wasn't really a special day...

Saturday

Which was my first day at work! ii had a blast... everyone is chill and wut not... but wen ii got home from work ii found a big white envelope on my porch with the letters [ of my 1st choice college] CCA on it ... ii nearly freaked ! ii calmly opened it to find a letter saying that ii was excepted into their Graphic Design program!!! ii can't wait to start living in San Francisco w/ John ...

bascially this week up untill now has been life changing {literally} ... ii'm now a aunt... employed... && best of all going to college...

m.ii.a 4 way too long...

sorry for the lack f post lately .. ii've been busy alot lately and haven't had the chance to sit down at my computer and catch up on life...

but to fill you in on this past week...

Monday

iit must have been boring because ii don't remeber wut ii did g2m

Tuesday

the horrible weather had a bad affect on my mood... ii jus wasn't feeling bein at school that day ... ii don't know wut got into me...

Wednesday

ii got stuck bussin it home and ii was half naked because of the heat that day so ii was avoiding niggs too the max... ii hate the metro

Thursday

ii had a deep convo wit a friend that day and ii realized ii jus need not to lose myself in the rush to find love... ii need to jus relax and let love come to me ... there is no need for me to chase after anyonefor their attention... just let it comes wen it comes...

Friday

ii hung out with John and Carol... We went to the FIDM Fashion Show and then afterwards hung out and Carol took us to this bomb Japan Food Market [[ ii had the best Vanilla MUSHii's{a thin rice covering over icecream} ever!]] ... we ended up at Carol's house watching Sweney Todd (that movie was better than ii thought ... except for the fake ass blood)...

Saturday (Today)

ii went back to Neiman Marcus to get my dress fitted ...although ii still don't know wut dress ii want yet but that was fun... then ended up in Landale for my cousin's 27th birthday party ... and now ii'm homealone while my mother is out on a date ... damn ii'm such a square ... but its ok tho ii'd rather be a square than a circle any day lol =D